When Your Spirit is Crushed

The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.~Psalm 34:18

It would be absolutely fantastic if every day was full of sunshine and roses because on those days you feel like you can conquer the world.  Your emotions are in check and nothing is bumping your happy. 

Unfortunately, this view of life is a misconception that many have.  We assume because we are connected with Jesus that everything will just fall into place.  However, the reality is that in life we experience the rain and clouds along with the sunshine.  

Some days will be more challenging than others.  You may feel like nothing is going right.  It might be hard to understand or accept why this “dreaded” thing had to happen to you or to someone you love.  There are days when your heart takes a beating and your spirit is crushed.

Today was a spirit crushing kind of day for me.  I felt misunderstood, dismissed, and lost.  Sometimes it seems like the Lord is testing me on the very things that I am in the midst of studying.  So as I reflect on my day, I seek the lesson that God is trying to teach me and I reach for the comfort that only He can bring.

Today He taught me that my labor is not in vain and that who I am is not based on what others think I am.  My heart might be bruised, but He truly is close to me. He whispers His love and guides my steps.  He is teaching me how to stand in the midst of adversity so that I am able to withstand the larger battles that are coming.  He is preparing me for my next phase of life.  Most importantly He is teaching me to remain in His love.

Father I don’t always like the rain, but I thank You for the growth that it brings.  I cast my cares and concerns onto You Lord and ask that You give me the will to endure.  In Jesus name. Amen