Trust God

 But blessed is the one who trusts in the LORD, whose confidence is in him.” 

Jeremiah 17:7 (NIV)

When I wake up, I ask God to help me do this day.  My confidence is placed in Him to see me through.  I dig in deep and hold onto the One who gives me victory.  

I love my husband and my family and friends, but they are not my God.  They are blessings from God that operate as a great support system.  However, my faith is solely in Jesus. My faith and confidence that all is going to be okay even if it doesn’t look like it is in the Father.

When my confidence is in Him, I can’t lose.  I know that in my own strength I lose the battle with anxiety and irritability, but in Christ I am whole.  I am blessed.  I am blessed with grace, perseverance, endurance, and hope.  I see the light, His light, at the end of the tunnel. He is the fire that keeps my candle lit.

Lord, thank You for being my sustainer. Thank You for being my confidence.  Forgive me for those times that I place hope in man instead of You.  In Jesus name. Amen

He gives me joy.

 Lamentations 3:22-23: "The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases; his mercies never come to an end; they are new every morning; great is your faithfulness.

Great is Your faithfulness God.  You never fail to surprise me.  Each day You show up in my life.  You give me a reason to be grateful.  You help me to overcome the odds.  You embrace me and shower me with Your mercies and I am thankful.

I write about my life because that is what I know.  It is my faith journey with God.  Lately, the storms have been raging and I have been fighting to stay in the boat with Jesus. I have been praying for Him to tell the winds to cease. I have been fighting to do the things of God (practice) His word in times of difficulty because I want my foundation to be on Christ the rock.  

Being real, there are days when I feel like I can't do it, but He says "I can do all things through Christ that strengthens me"_. Philippians 4:13 He takes my circumstances and makes them work for my good.  He does the impossible because all things are possible for God (Mathew 19:26) and with God.  He makes a way. 

A popular saying is "Won't He do it?!"  The answer is a resounding yes. God gives me joy.  That's mercy.  He sees me barely hanging on and scoops me right up into His arms.  He is a great and faithful God.  He is in control.  He is the ruler of all things and His will, will be done.  I do not always understand everything, but I know without a doubt that He loves me.  He shows it everyday.  I don't deserve it, but I am grateful for it.

My battle may rage on, but my faith in the One true God has been strengthened.  My hope renewed.  God is a good God.  He always has been and always will be.  I am a witness to His goodness and I want the world to know that He brings me joy.  He is my Savior.  He is my defender and friend.  He is my everything.

Jesus I love you.

I will not drown

 Isaiah 43:2: "When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you"

Lately, I feel like I have been drowning, but I recall God's words and rise back up to the surface.  Mind you, I can't swim, but God gives me the ability to float.  It is during these times when I feel overwhelmed, that I stop seeking perfection.  I realize my limitations and I give it all to God.  

I remember that I am not alone and I climb into the boat of my Father who commands the winds, rains, and rivers.  I pray His word and let the panic cease.  I rest in Him and know that He will lead me to safety, to dry ground.  I hold on tight to Him because he is with me.

He is with me in the storm and when the waters flood He will not let them overtake me.  He is my guard, the guardian of my life.  He is my hope.  

Jesus, thank You for being my refuge.  Thank You for Your word that reminds me of your promises to me.  Thank You for the life -preserver of  Your grace and mercy.  In Jesus name.  Amen

Strength for the weary

 but those who trust in the Lord will renew their strength; they will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not become weary, they will walk and not faint. ~Isaiah 40:31 CSB

I'm tired.  I missed a night of sleep and I can't seem to get caught up.  I want to "phone" it in, but I have responsibilities.  How do I get through this weariness? Its physical, but it is impeding on the mental and spiritual.  How do I stay motivated? How do I stay invested so that I can carry my cross? How do I keep my joy?

 I recall where my strength comes from.  My strength comes from the Lord.  As I hope in Him and live in expectation of Him, He will renew my strength.  He will touch my mind and make it strong.  He is my motivation to work as unto the Lord (Colossians 3:23-24).  If I focus on Him and not my circumstance, I overcome through Christ Jesus.

He will allow me to finish the race.  He will breathe air into my lungs. lifting my spirit as I draw nigh to Him.  He will cause me soar.  He will give me the victory.  I just have to trust and believe knowing I will receive what He has promised.  God never fails and He never leaves me wanting.  He is the Good Shepherd and He guides me through the day.  He is my strength.

Lord, thank You for knowing what I need and supplying that need.  Thank You for renewing my strength.  Thank You for being my motivation and compass point when I become weary.  I love you Lord. In Jesus name.  Amen

A soft heart

 As has just been said: “Today, if you hear his voice, do not harden your hearts as you did in the rebellion.” ~Hebrews 3:15

Lord, soften my heart and open my ears to You.  Let me hear You and obey.  In Jesus name. Amen

I started off with a prayer today because this is the intent of my heart.  I want to be steadfast in my faith so that I can enter God's rest(Hebrews 4:10).  I have come to far to turn back now.  I have been on the journey to long and God has been to good to me for me to lay down my tools just yet.

I need to still away with Jesus.  I need to calm my mind and my heart so that I can be in rhythm with His. I want to hear His voice.  I want to go where He wants me to go and do what He wants me to do.  I do not want to be stubborn, prideful, or rebellious because I know He has planned what is best for me.

So Father, hear the call of my heart to be in Your presence abiding in You.  In Jesus name. Amen

A Big God

 In the year that King Uzziah died, I saw the Lord, high and exalted, seated on a throne; and the train of his robe filled the temple. ~ Isaiah 6:1

Yesterday, something touched me in my devotional reading.  I had to reflect on if I am making God small?  My response is that I serve a big God.  I serve a magnificent Savior.  I serve a God who created the heavens and the earth, yet still knows my name.

I serve a God who walks and talks with me.  A God who grants me favor in all types of circumstances.  A God where nothing and no one can compare. He is high and lifted up.  He fills all existence and I stand in awe of Him.  He is my z lord and my King and I magnify His holy name.

Lord, thank You for being God.  Thank You for being bigger than any storm, problem, or circumstance.  Thank You for being Holy.  I love You Lord.  In Jesus name. Amen

When your happy gets bumped

 Humble yourselves, therefore, under God’s mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time. ~1 Peter 5;6

My happy has gotten bumped by the cares of this world.  I am grumpy and want to go home and put the covers over my head.  Unfortunately, or maybe fortunately my job does not allow me to do this.  My stubbornness to get through the day helps a bit too.  I search my mind for a word from God that will see me through.  This is what came to mind.  "Humble yourselves, therefore, under God’s mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time. "

I must stay humble under God's mighty hand.  I have to look for the beauty in the day that He has blessed me with.  I can talk to God about it knowing that He cares (1 Peter 5:7) and I have to let it go.  I need to get happy in Christ.  God will lift me up in due time.  I just need to persevere.  I need to run into His awaiting arms and climb up onto His lap and feel His presence surround me.  I have to let go of the grumpy-give it to God.  Do my job and do it well.  He will work out the rest as I trust in Him.

Lord, You know my my needs; my stress points.  Let me give them all to You and stay humble and grateful for another day.  Let me stand in the center of Your will.  I surrender all.  In Jesus name. Amen