Therefore encourage one another and build each other up, just as in fact you are doing.~1 Thessalonians 5:11
Lately, I have been taking a figurative whip to myself. Every time I mess up or miss the mark I find myself leaping coals upon my head. I keep operating in this cycle of pride. Why do I say pride? I call this pride because I falsely assume that I am going to to everything perfectly. I am going to say all the right things, think all the right things, and do the right things. But none is perfect but Christ Jesus. It is prideful and arrogant to think that my righteousness is nothing but a filthy rag before the Lord ( Isaiah 64:6). It is pride when I dismiss the grace that God freely gives me.
My intentions to please Him are good and noble, but my propensity to beat myself up is taking Him off of the throne in my life as I seek to dish out my own punishment. I have allowed legalism to creep in. I have also allowed my focus to be taken off what Jesus wants in the guise of me “trying” to do right and be right. How so? God does want me to live a godly life right? Yes, He does want me to live a life of holiness and surrender to Him as He has given me everything I need to do so (2 Peter 1:3). However, if my focus is so caught on me then I loose sight of Him. I am working so hard at doing that I am not being. I am not letting the power He has given me, the power that lies within me, to do its work.
My job is to surrender. When I sin or miss the mark, I am to confess it ask for forgiveness and move on. I am not to beat myself up and drown out what He speaking to me. I am not to be so narrow in my view that I miss my true purpose and calling. Not building myself up, but others. I am not on this earth for me. I am not on this earth to give myself a pat on the back for growing in the Lord. I am not on this earth to hit myself with a two-by-four when I mess up. I am on this earth to tell the world about Jesus. I am on this earth in great humility to share my testimony to encourage someone else and to help them in their journey. All the other stuff, the pride, is a distraction from my commitment to Christ. To have peace my mind must be stayed on Him and not myself.
Father thank You for your Spirit that wrestled with me until I wake up to the truth. Thank You for your grace and your amazing peace. Thank You for being God and may my thoughts and actions be centered on the work you have for me this day. May I encourage others in the body of Christ. In Jesus name. Amen
Praise God. Thank you for sharing this, like this. It's revealed my own tendency to do the same - to figuratively beat myself up when I miss the mark, instead of completely surrender to God's power. I considered it as a longing to be obedient and sometimes can get upset at disappointing God (as if anything we do could surprise Him.) Now, through your post it's evident that pride slips in this way. This is a real eye-opener.
ReplyDeleteThank You Lord for this message shared through Your daughter, Jennifer today.
We do long to be obedient because we love God. We want to please our Father. That’s a good thing, but we must leave room for grace. We mess up because we are still in these freshly bodies, but one day we will be complete. Satan wants to condemn, Christ died so that we can be set free. I dare not abuse this liberty, but I should also treasure His abundant mercy and grace. I just have to learn to chill out a little so that God can have His way.
DeleteAMEN Jennifer. Thank you for reminding us to avoid being prideful! We are not perfect. We are maturing every time we read God's Word and obey His Word.
ReplyDeleteAbsolutely. We are continuing to grow in the admonishon if the Lord. Thank God for His grace.
DeleteThank you for sharing this word from God! His GRACE is sufficient! God bless you and have a good day!❤️🙏
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Delete"I am this earth in great humility to share my testimony to encourage someone else and to help them in their journey." Oh First 5 sister as I read this sentence of yours it brought a smile to my face because all I could think of was obedient and successful!
ReplyDeleteYour post today spoke volumes to me, thank you! I realize how my beating myself up over not being at total peace with all that is going on in my life is pride. Wow! I'm so not a finished product and that's okay I will never be here on earth. I do trust God! I need to repent when my anxiety wants to take over, ask God for added protection and move on. Look to Him and not my situation and move on. Thank you
Our situation may be beyond us but us is never beyond God. He shall supply us with all that we need physically and spiritually.
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