Thorns

 The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. ~Psalm 34:18

Depression is a thorn in my side.  I have begged the Lord to remove it, but  the Lord said in 2 Corinthians 12:9 And He said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

I do not like this cloud that hovers over me seeking to envelop me, but I know that the Lord is close to me because His word tells me so.  During this season I have to cling to the truth of God's word and know that He saves those who are crushed in spirit.  The enemy would have me doubt God and lay down, but God is my strength and my comfort.  

I witness His power every day as my friend reminded me that I get to conquer the difficulties through Christ.  Ebbs of an unknown despair and grief are real, but my soul is anchored in the Lord.  Therefore I will have hope.  I will go back to my "yet".  I will not be defeated, for I am more than a conqueror through Christ Jesus.

Lord, You know my pain and my sorrow and You are near.  You save me moment by moment and give me victory, for that I say thank You.  Help me to rest in your power as You perfect me.  In Jesus name.  Amen